I'm waiting. Half thinking. Making up possibilities. It is riculous and egotistical. What the hell is wrong?! I try not to care. Somehow I can't 100% achieve it. I don't like not knowing. Specially when I've wanted it for so long.. And they all think I'm alive, I breath, don't I? They all think I'm fully awake, can see my brown eyes, don't they? But all I do is just be. Barely thinking.
But at some point, you have to DO something. At some point, you have to make a decision. This is unbeliavable, you make the cowardy lion look like terminator. Courage standing at your door step; I've seen it in your eyes.. waiting for you to let it in.. or out..
At some point, you have to finally undestand that knowing is better than wondering.
At some point, you have to understand that anything is better than nothing.
And, at some point, you have to realize that failing kicks the butt out of never trying..